Friday, 3 April 2009

Birthday Girl!

Catherine is now four! She has had a good birthday but I think she still feels the highlight is to come as her party is tomorrow. She is feeling well and happy and is looking forward to her birthday celebrations tomorrow. Thank you for all her cards and e-cards - she loved receiving them!

She has been very funny today, and after opening her presents this morning, she broke down in big sobs! Mark and I just looked at eachother in amazement before asking her what was wrong. 'Mummy', she said, 'I don't want to be 4, I want to be 3'. It seems that she likes the number 3 better than the number four, mainly because she can't write 4 as easily as she can 3! Also, she knows that now she is four she will be able to help mummy with some 'jobs' i.e. tidying her bedroom more!

We are planning to get a new family photo taken to celebrate Catherine becoming a 'big girl'. I was waiting until Catherine had some more hair so that she doesn't feel self conscious, and now that she has, we will be having a celebratory photo taken soon.

Also, I just wanted to take some time to thank Suzanne especially today. Suzanne's post on her blog today about Wouter's fourth birthday on Sunday (http://krokkenoster.wordpress.com) gave me the courage to admit that I, too, experienced mixed feelings about my child's birthday. Catherine's approaching birthday made me realize that without God's healing and the chemotherapy treatment, Catherine would not have seen her fourth birthday. It also made me think again about the treatment ahead, which will continue until she is 5.

I have spent time giving thanks for the life and healing of my child, but it does bring up the emotions too. Don't think I'm an emotional wreck, though, as I'm not, and I am enjoying the celebrations! But thank you, Suzanne, for being so honest that I now don't feel alone in feeling this way on what should ordinarily, in different circumstances, have been a carefree time of celebration.

2 comments:

anon said...

Happy Birthday Catherine and I'm pleased to read that someone else's blog as helped you during a difficult time. Take care, Judith

Anonymous said...

If only you knew how many times your blog has helped me! Congratulations on Cath's birthday and I hope she had a wonderful party! Woutertjie enjoyed his so much. It was such fun seeing him having fun.

Suzanne